Do you ever just playback music, or memories over and over, just in repeat. I have found myself doing that a lot lately. I have tickets to go see Young the Giant here in Houston at the end of September, and that’s is what I am doing with their music. Over and over on my Amazon music player. It plays all of their awesome tracks, It has made my work days zoom by, it’s been making me super happy. In the same time, I have been reminiscing moments with lovers, friends and those I would rather not think about. It’s weird how right now, my life is almost in constant melancholy. Happy and content, yet having the feeling that something is a miss.
The only things that are not are my bank account and my love life. A true miracle and blessing would be to A) find a sugar daddy – yes please someone take care of me, pay my bills, lol whatever. B) win the lottery – yes I know exactly what I would do with the $400 Million cash option on the PowerBall drawing. C) Someone led/give me 250k to fix my life, I would take a life time to pay back, but at least it would set 85% of my problems I have right now. Some people don’t know how good they have it. I just want to be like, go in my shoes 1 week and you would freak out. Like how the fuck does she do it. ooh Ooh oh its magic, you know.
Love life wise, my coworkers think that I have mad skills. That I am a dating guru. I do admit lately, I have been meeting people for drinks or a meal. But contrary to popular belief, nothing has progressed past that point. Maybe I am just having bad luck, I don’t really know. At least the guy from last night gave me a little peck. UGH! Go’s to show you how funny life is. One minute you have everything, and the next you don’t. Hope everyone had a good Eclipse day and I know I’m looking forward to 2024 even though I thought it was super freaky. For now off to spend the rest of this hot day, adulting.
XOXO
Ana
Everyday Banana 