Sorry, I ghosted you!

Did yall miss me?? I know, I am slacking on my writing. I am slacking on a lot of things. It seems like yesterday we were celebrating my birthday, and then well – life got in the way. Between being a mom, school, and work, you would think I would have had my hands full. Oh, I did, I also managed to get in some ‘trouble’ too.  Regardless I ended the semester with an A in Pathophysiology and a B in Economics. No bad for someone who has no help I suppose.

The summer was spent with someone who I thought would stick around, and yet they became a huge disappointment. Nothing like feeling like you were being used and lied to, don’t worry that karma that I felt sorry for was just the dose they needed. I also switched jobs in June. I cannot say enough things about my current situation, the load is heavy, but I am so grateful for it, I literally cannot express how happy and thankful I am.

I am starting to resent being single, again. When someone from my past finds out my status, they think it’s an open invitation to ask me what im doing. Why can’t people understand that if I am not reaching out, it is because I stopped caring? You hurt me in one way or another, why should I just let you waltz back into my life? I guess it is a two-way street, and I do need to accept some of the blame, For not using the BLOCK button on my phone. I need to clean out my inbox, my phone logs, and my contact list. Call it an aura pre-fall cleaning perhaps. This would be the perfect time for this, considering that my parents have finally retired and moved to Colombia. Taking them to the airport was probably one of the hardest things I have ever done – getting teary just writing that. Which finding someone to be with has been placed on a whole other level. I now need not only need someone to fill the void, but I now need a new emergency contact and holiday time companion. This will surely not be an easy task!

But in other news, I will be revamping everything in the next couple of days, giving this old thing a facelift. Cheers to the next chapter!

 

XOXO

Ana