Wow well, that felt like it went by quicker than I thought, wasn’t just the summer. How did the last six months go so quick? Where we really having that much fun? As this not-so-great year comes to a close, of course, it is time for reflexion and time to think of ways of improving for the next go around. You know those New Year resolutions we all stop doing about a month into the year. Well how about we all start making realistic goals for ourselves that we can actually follow thru with.
You know this year had way more downs than ups for me, but I am truly grateful for that. Those are now lessons that I actually need to learn from and try not repeat. There were a lot of new people in my life that came and went, and some that have stayed. For that, my heart is full of joy. Those are the relationships that I need to nurture this coming year. I feel like work and the school has consumed so much time and I realize that I need to really make the time for those special people in my life. My parents have officially sold their house and will leave me soon. Soon I will be more physically alone than ever. So if I don’t keep those close to me that I call friends I will have no one in the end. So that is a very realistic goal in my life. KEEP MY FAMILY OF FRIENDS CLOSER.
This coming year I need to figure out my professional life. Like some of you know, I am having the biggest internal struggles with this. I really just don’t know what I am going to do. The answers need to come quick so that my the summer I can have everything laid out. Yes, this isn’t going to be a quick fix, unfortunately. I have my toughest semester in school coming up. These two twelve week classes will be the determining point, basically for the rest of my life. Nevermind this entrance exam I have to take, which I don’t really want to think about. So that brings the questions of Do I switch jobs? Do I change careers? Should I stand on my head? The answers need to come and quick since they are affecting my financial and personal life. GET MY CAREER & FINANCES IN ORDER.
Then you know there is the whole eat better, Work out more thing. I believe this whole this is a direct reflection of the one above. Maybe killing myself at work is killing me literally. You know the stress and bad eating habits that I have, I thank god for the fact that I may actually still have a good metabolism or else who knows. I am sure that my health would be a direct correlation to the above. So if anyone knows a good resume builder/maker/designer or a millionaire that needs to get rid of some cash, let me know. I would be nothing but appreciative or even a good recruiter. Oh and yes who is going to start coming over and making me work out with them??? any takers??? EAT CLEAN AND GO TO THE GYM.
But again I thank those that have been there for me this year, I mean that from the bottom of my heart, You have kept me going in the darkest times. I wish everyone LOVE, LIFE, AND WANDERLUST, well because we all need some. I leave you so that I can go to work all weekend. So be careful and have a wonderful NEW YEARS EVE, love you all very much!!
XOXO
Ana
Everyday Banana 