Today I realized that I need to be writing more. I have so much running thru my head, it is borderline crazy. I guess I need to just start with last week. Sunday evening was an interesting. So on top of the thunderstorm of the century and the flooding, a friend goes to the ER. I am nice enough to offer a hand and this person states that mom is on her way into town, and it will be ok. They proceed to send me their awful looking neck x-ray and tell me they have surgery scheduled. Small talk for a couple days and then a snap comes thru that it is out of the hospital, mom meal prepped and once again ‘if you need anything let me know’ ‘Thanks, I appreciate that’ happens.
I went out friday night after an awful afternoon of parenting and a nap. A friend sounded like he needed a drink and to hit the pause button. I of course said ” Be there in 30″. I needed the random conversation and laughs. Liberty Station, Julep (a first and it’s sooo pretty – plus yummy drinks), Tarakaan ( also a first, smaller than expected), The Commoner and some Frank’s Pizza for the night cap. I was home by 1230, that is after a disastrous couple conversations with three different people. First the above mention “it” decides to throw everything at my face when asked ‘wyd’. Really, when did becoming nice and a caring individual with compassion become something people like to walk over.
Thought to myself well whatever I don’t even need to drink anymore. So booty text also didn’t work that night. One gave me no response, and the other yelled at me. All I can say is man I’m on a roll! And to think this was just Friday night. I mean really! I know I over think most things, but for the love of god can I catch a break from the rejections, yelling and servile people. To be continued….
XOXO
Ana
Everyday Banana 