Its funny how life works. How the devil makes you question yourself, question others and their motives. You just have to realize what’s right and meant for you and what isn’t. I recently saw this quote on Instagram that said “I wanted you to fuck me but then I got greedy and I wanted you to love me”. That is so my life in a literary pickle. I want to just have fun and then I have that girl desperation for bae. I need to learn to realize, that no matter what – don’t chase it. I should start with deleting people off my phone, facebook and other social media. On the flip side guys are all talk… let’s not forget the phrase from a couple weeks back ‘You’re the one, I want marry you… ‘ blah blah blah. Haven’t seen or heard from this person, nor do I really want to, since I had known them only a week when they said this to me. Is it so hard to find someone you like, that actually wants you, that’s not a complete creep, that wants to spoil you in every way – YES – clearly. For now I have caved back to Bumble and Happn. I’m sure there will be plenty of blog material .
Last weekend however I did get to see a very special friend. She came into town for her best friend’s birthday, and I got to enjoy both of them. We went to Poison Girl and Lola’s Depot, it was a very good time. Looking forward to the Fall when I get to go to LA for her wedding. It is the only reason I would ever want to go there. I even got my dress already, and the pictures don’t do it justice. For now it is time for work work work work, but i’m off this weekend, so we will see what shenanigans I can get into between a kid’s birthday party and my cousin coming into town.
XOXO
Ana
Everyday Banana 